I thought it was time for an update. I..dunno in case anyone cares what's going on in my life lol. These past two weeks have been chaotic man. On Thursday (June 18th) I tried out for American Idol when they came into Atlanta. I spent.. 14 hours at the Georgia Dome..god it was so long and so tiring. I didn't make it through but I'm glad I went. Maybe I'll be on TV in one of the crowd shots xD. I have..terrible terrible stage fright but I love to sing, so I'm actually really proud of myself for actually getting up and going for it. I was shaking like a leaf of course which is what..I'm sure did me in but.. again I did contemplate running like hell while I was standing in line, and I didn't..I stayed and tried out..and for that I'm proud of myself. Maybe next year right?

Ahh other than that you know..just working at the bakery, making cake and trying not to eat it all up x.x You have no idea how hard it is man. So easy it's SO easy to just..pop it in your mouth and I'm trying hard to be better about it. Sometimes obviously you just gotta... taste something to make sure it's okay but I dunno. I've been on Jenny Craig since the middle of January of this year and I've lost 49 pounds so far x.x It's getting down to the wire, I'm almost to my goal and I'm finding it harder than ever. It's harder to lose the weight.. I have to exercise longer and wear a stupid weight vest that doesnt make me feel in any way shape or form sexy.. and I have to watch everything I eat..there's no cheating at this point..and it's slow going.. I know I can make it through to the end it's just.. I miss burgers x.x I miss all that junk food. It's been sooo long. It's almost torture passing by some place and smelling that shit. But again..I can do it.. but the first place I'm going after my diet is over is steak and shake damnit!

Ahh aside from all that bs i have AWA coming up in September! I'm so excited about it, but I need to get crackin on my costumes! I have to finish.. ah..three! Lol yeah I know I take on alot. All of my costumes are in some stage of completion. I'm doing Seiya Kou's school boy uniform for the ball, Sailor Star Fighter for the general convention, and I'm also making Princess Serenity's dress for to wear at the ball as well. I'm almost done with hers. If you wanna see more of what I've done on them you can check out my Cosplay . com profile, found here! : [link]
All those characters are of course from Sailor Moon. And Star Fighter's outfit is another reason I'm losing weight x.x Hopefully I'll be good by september though lol. I hope to see any of you there if you'll be going. Send me a note and let me know!! AWA is Anime Weekend in Atlanta, held at the Cobb Galleria Center in September, and it'll be a BLAST!!

Thanks for reading, I am..way too lazy to link to the normal shit lol. Love you guys!